{Underneath the Stars.

November 23, 2007

time to recharge

12:15 AM

终于有时间可以真正的好好休息了。=）在bangkok的时间也过得特别快，那里shopping超爽的！！便宜到你一路买都会在偷笑。Bangkok真的很赛车的！而且他们的司机驾车都很“狼”！吓到我跟karleng.哈哈，周围都是人山人海的。食物也不错，我最喜欢我们酒店的“春卷”！好好吃哦。但我们的目的是shopping所以没有吃到其他什么特别好吃的东西，但是有一晚我们被人骗去吃很贵的海鲜-_-''，给人“汤”！不过这一趟去曼谷还算成功，大家都很开心。。我的朋友有一点小意外发，不过很好笑，都怪他自己太笨。keke..ooipohboon快点回来拿你的手信^^.希望我们的s'pore trip can On la.hopefully..如果他们不要去，我们两个人自己去好了。yeah!!!^.^

回来又一个星期了，昨天终于见到几位朋友了。大家都好忙哦，在忙着打工，好无聊哦剩下我一个人无所事事。。我想要去学一点东西呢。学化妆，啦啦，打发一店时间也好啊。

p/s：wanna show you all pics, but mostly pics still with karleng.so will post soon and tell you all more =).

November 8, 2007

失败

5:25 AM

小孩子,最有勇气,最有毅力
小的时候,我们总是能跌到后再爬起来.
为什么人会随着时间的成长后会变得那么怕输,那么怕痛
是因为对自己的期望太高?
是因为在意别人看你的眼光?
是自己为自己设下太多的后路
最后学什么都只是是半途而废..
芭蕾,学了蛮旧的,因为别人我放弃了
舞蹈,因为我的朋友没有和我一起去上课..所以我放弃了

中学的学校也不知道换了多少次,浪费了多少钱.

虽然不是我造成的可是为什么那时候会服从家人的意见呢?

才发现原来我忘了自己的主见.
画画,曾几何时我曾经在画画比赛得奖了..会放弃又是为什么呢?
我不懂..连我自己都不懂
放弃我最热爱的钢琴..从我七岁就开始学..那时候又为什么毫不犹豫地放弃.
是自己为自己设下太多不负责任的借口..
自己的梦想是什么其实并不了解..
未来的路看似很好..可是并非如此.
长大会发觉你所看到的东西都不是你所想象的
给自己太多机会的人其实很可悲..
当你有很多选择性的时候,你会慢慢的失去了自我.
忘记原来的自己要的是什么.
对自己的梦想,和想追去的未来越来越模糊.
到头来,才发觉...曾经我有很多梦想..
夺走自己梦想的人..其实是我自己..
令自己很茫然的生活着,就是半途而废的后果.
要感叹的时候..想想..是谁造成的遗憾.
如今...我又要放弃了吗?我问我自己..

November 4, 2007

nineteenth 19 生日快乐

1:40 AM

生日快乐。。我对自己说，蜡烛点了。。兴奋亮了！哈哈

This is my last year being a teenager in my life!..kinda sad! i don't wanna get old..

i had a very happy celebration with all my frens! i love you all!!!..~thx for speeding precious times with me during this "very nervous" exam period.

haha! remember the dress i posted , i said that i gonna to wear it! but after just have a slide of fillet before i try it on again before i left the house!i reckon i can't zip the top!!what happened!i argh,but why why why can fix so well in the fitting room?!got ghost!..so mad..so decide to wear another dress which i just bought also.haha. *peilu is fat!she admit*.

We went to this restaurant called Limors is outside of the city. the food is nice!everyone eat so fast and rush.can see that they are very hungry! sorry to keep them waiting. others than melbourne family who attend our birthday dinner, we have two special guest.Ashley and the boyfren:Ken are so sweet , they purposely came down from sydney to surprise SinNyin during her big day! see!!! why ppl's sista give them surprise but not my sisters...T.T!! where is my sista!! erhem..hahahahah..kidding la.i love you all loves me!..thx for all ur wishes..very sweet ur blog Gigi..*hug!!*Ooi poh Boon, wish me three times in different version of 12a.m!Melb version, malaysia version, and London version. thx you..hugz. After dinner i went to this karaoke~..Chi..another messy night..were singing,dancing,posing,camwhore for the whole night, drinking=vomit stuff happened..of coz i'm not the one who vomit!hahaha..i'm pro enuf with alcohol.lala~ok..pics tell everything.

@t Limors